| Wednesday, December 21st, 2005 |
| 2:05 pm |
college life...
okay so since im never on this thing anymore you ppl can check out my life here: Facebook me! Current Mood:  contentCurrent Music: backround music to Kingdom Hearts... darn that brother |
| Thursday, April 7th, 2005 |
| 7:52 pm |
yellow rose of texas..
been sick for a few days... my mom went out of her way to buy me Get Better Bears, chicken soup, and two yellow roses! i feel so loved, my momma's the best! Current Mood:  lovedCurrent Music: AND SINCE YOU BEEN GONE! love screaming my lungs out to that |
| Wednesday, March 23rd, 2005 |
| 2:37 am |
ten questions about me ive always wanted answered honestly:
name (that doesn't count as a question):
1) how much ya love me:
2) friends after high school? do you think you'll be at/in my wedding?:
3) would you kiss me? have you ever had a crush on moi?:
4) how long could you stand being stranded on an island with me?:
5) your favorite memory with me in it:
6) the song that reminds you of me:
7) me in one word:
8) you jealous of:
9) you can't stand:
10) whats my favorite flower?:
Current Mood:  nostalgicCurrent Music: fathers b good to ur daughters, daughters will luv like u do |
| 2:01 am |
the past month or so in pictures (all without picture cuts until someone shows me how to do them):
SURFING ON CRAZY FLAT WAVES IN FREAKIN COLD WATER!
   
sarah's feet molly's mine and effinor's
my cute cousin getting ready to make a mess of my vanity
some paint shop funness
(the beginning of the month) RENFEST:
 
we always find a random guy and get a picture, it's tradition. This year he was drunk, hahahha!
Then... me and sarah looking cute in her mom's hats and Rosie (back) maker of the most adorable fairy babies.
 
the funny man who bangs him self on the head for your spare change whoa!
sarah is tired... ...but very pretty!
and now i shall go make something amazing...
Current Mood:  inspiredCurrent Music: I believe in a thing called LoOOove! |
| Thursday, December 30th, 2004 |
| 6:50 pm |
i need to get out of this house, need to breathe. my lastest random ness:
my attempt at a proportional child's head. its lacking something other than the ears i left out beacuse i couldn't get them to work.
and this is me playing with my camera and the limited abilities of my paint shop... effie darling, burn me photo?
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| 2:19 am |
and for the first time ever (but prob not the last sorry guys):
you know what i don't think ive ever done one of these. wow i always am ao amused to read what ppl write about other ppla nd to fill them out myself why don't i post one.. oh silly me. 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 29. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you saw me? 30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 31. Do you think I could kill someone? 32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same? 33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? 34. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you? Current Mood:  curiousCurrent Music: pary of a Journey song i can't quite place |
| Tuesday, December 28th, 2004 |
| 9:44 pm |
um just got back from gainsville where i was visiting my family there for a day and another. it was nice to be some where else for a while but it was so short and so much driving and i slept too much in the car and read some and that made me car sick and the wind rushing past the window was loud in my ears. i prob missed ice skating. i have a ton of hw to do and college crap and i dunno where the heck i wanna go because my mom recently announced she not paying for art school except maybe Cooper Union, which its doubtful that i'll get in. sooo, im sitiing in front of my computer a little out of sorts with lots to do and head ache from being car sick and annoyed that my room is a mess and i can't clean it up beacuse half of it is my sisters who recently invaded my room with my grandparents coming and moving into her room. screw it im going to go make something outta whatever i can find in my garage and take from pics with my digital cam and put my self in a better mood. Current Mood:  blankCurrent Music: ringing in my ears |
| Saturday, December 25th, 2004 |
| 5:44 pm |
Merry Christmas from Lula with a new digital camera and her new found "mr handsome", adorable isn't he? hes soft and fuzzy too, good listener, lol. expect lots more pictures guys. wahoo!
Current Mood:  mr handsome is feelin the loveCurrent Music: Burt and Ernie "i love you truly" from Its a Wonderful Life |
| Thursday, December 23rd, 2004 |
| 8:55 pm |
holiday update: ~ Molly Miller's holiday party was fun fun fun. yummy addictive cookies and adorable guys i don't know ::naughty grin:: and we MUST go surfing! come back from Indiana! ~ i have lost the love of my life Montgomery Montgomery where have you gone? we will have an offical extensive search when we get back Mara ::tear tear:: ~ um everyone and their brother will be at my house for christmas and ill be at theirs. somehow. my grandparents and sister are here already. my grandpop from my moms side is coming christmas day. were going to my aunts shortly after to see my lovely neices and my adorable blond (yes blonde) nephew! and then my two all but adopted sisters are coming in from marlyand after new years. my sister's freinds helen a week after that. and at some point my uncle Timo might come now. eh? ~ speaking of timo.. sarah when do i get to meet this amazing bf of yours? need i remind you i was something of the oblivious matchmaker in thsi senerio. tehehe. um seriously. ice skating. when. oh and we need to go surfing its been to long since i went with my surfing buddy darling! ~ my sister is my favorite person i love her! we haven't even pulled an all nighter yet.. tehehe good times altho we did make cookies till insane hours of the morning. and pretty little chocolate cups. jon ate them all thanks bud and your such a suck up! ~ my grandparents are here from TX. i love them muchly. i spent all day today shopping with my grandpa hehehe he went into bath and body works with me and came out loving the amromatherapy scents lol we smelled like orange ginger the rest of the time. oh and my gandma's pretty car rocks! the passanger seat is heated and has a back massager... man i played with all the buttons and bells all the way home tehehhe. ~ um just incase i ever did get them on time and made you guys believe that might happen this year let this be an offical warning to all: christmas presents will be muchly belated but thoughtful and pretty as always. sorry but i procasinate considerably more around the holidays. ~ oh and love and paryers to chiara! extra merry christmas wishes to her family i think thats all for now... Current Mood: tehe, spinning in circlesCurrent Music: theme song from Dawson's Creek (i have no idea why) |
| Friday, December 17th, 2004 |
| 8:15 pm |
wow i have never cried and felt like so much dirt in my entire life. never thought some one so close could do that to me. my mom and i had a fight, or more she yelled at me and i cried my eyes out. i think i needed it. i don't ever cry unless some one makes me and i was in a for a good cry. but i think i needed to hear it. she makes me feel like the worse person in the world. if ive been horrible in the sightest way to anyone i am so so sorry. tell me what it was and i'll make it up to you promise. on a better note i think all the stress and stupid things on my mind from the past i dunno how long is finally out of my system and my mom made some sense of everything that ive been so lost in. she wins, i admit im doing too much. but unfortunatly i don't give up that easy and i ca't let myself drop anything i'll just rough it out and i'll wokr my butt off doing it. ha! wow ive been defiant lately. Current Mood:  determinedCurrent Music: some old movie playing in the next room.. what IS that? |
| Saturday, December 11th, 2004 |
| 11:46 pm |
so i think im the only one who didn't get inot UF.. darn SAT scores i should have seen it coming. lol w/e i'll end up where im suppse to be and all will be well. i got back from alon's after i found out kinda pissed off so i spent some time sculpting... im convinced im just going to have to work my butt off getting into cooper union and show up UF. stupid obsessive, documentational learning, peice of crap university! tehehehe okay that felt good. oh well so i get to make mad art the rest of the year and i get a chance to apply to some other schools, thats what i wanted to do anyways. congrats to u guuys that got in, and i should go to sleep some time this life so... toodles! |
| Sunday, December 5th, 2004 |
| 12:27 am |
every one seems to be changing... all my friends. i guess it has something to do with heading to college we don't have to worry what the heck ppl think of us anymore. were finally becoming who we will be. no restraints, no one telling us no. this is your time, this is your chance, live every moment, leave nothing to chance - Micheal W. Smith and i also found out that me and christine are going to be practically starting a lacrosse team on our own. wow.. it's going to be a ton of work and i don't really need somthing more on my plate but my mom made the mistake of telling me im doing too much and its okay to settle for just assitant coaching... its over: i'll attack the challenge with everything in me now if just to prove her wrong. ha! Current Mood: determinedCurrent Music: Armor for Sleep |
| Sunday, November 21st, 2004 |
| 7:12 pm |
A little peice from "Words to Live By" by molly miller... it will be in stores after christmas (lol)
two of my pet peeves! concerning picky people, why be picky? to protect yourself, from what? even those you trust will let you down. be surrounded by "good people"? there's no such thing, and often those wearing masks are the best. make people how you want them to be? they will never be happy nor will you. maintain a certain reputation? it's all a farse. -you never know who you could meet and how they could impact your life, and if you think someone has nothing to offer you, ask yourself this- WHAT CAN YOU OFFER THEM? as an eighth time "new girl" I can vouch for the saying "everybody needs a friend". lame comments, lame being uncalled for, damaging or having no point. keep em to yourself- the world is filled with a enough negativity as it is and I don't need it coming from your lips. and if you feel a need to tear others down to build yourself up... i pity you. hahhaha i love that girl! especially when shes mad or irritated its just funne... i swear shes my sister in some odd form of slacker surfer wanna-be ness i love the similarity it makes me happe.. oh i miss my sister now... ugh just a few more weeks... hey molly miller that was def not just two pet peeves there darling! Current Mood:  amusedCurrent Music: evrythings made to be broken i just want you to kno who i am |
| Saturday, November 20th, 2004 |
| 1:32 pm |
My heart is drenched in wine...
i am offically restricted to the grounds beacuse i forgot my cell phone and was one hour late- GASP! KILL ME! w/e me and molly got to visit justin pease at hollister yesterday and it was fun. sorry to any one who was worried i was geting raped. so i woke up had pancakes, did some random yard work jumped in my freezing cold pool only to jump out a second later and decided that a nice hot shower would be better... and now im sitting in front of my computer in a towel. a very warm fuzzy towel, and i have decided i don't like itchy clingy clothes. my bedroom is filling up with yellow light from the fading sun. im relaxed and pretty content at the moment. it would be fun if it was cold outside and snowing and i was runing around with a fuzzy sweater some where in downtown Chestertwon with pink wind blown cheeks but im okay for now. The most amazing thing i realized: "dreams are real while they last can we say more of life?" Current Mood:  okayCurrent Music: Norah Jones, don't know why |
| Thursday, September 30th, 2004 |
| 6:34 pm |
i wanna be at the beach right now...
i have a headache verging on migraine, im tired of thinking.. the funne part is i haven't done much of it latly. but ive decided i will never know what i love until i experience it so screw it.. lulas diving in.. jack and sarah you win! (lvs: tehehehe) i walked on the board walk bare foot today, i hate shoes, i need to do that more often. i think im going to start deticating twenty minutes minimum of every day doing something i haven't before, or sumthing totally random and fun (ne ideas?... i have a lot of days left in my life god willing... ) oh! newspaper came out today... best issue ive seen if i do say so myself, a-mazing graphics and photos, and me and molly's cartoons turned out tres bien! dunno what else to say and i have two tests tom so i should go study... i miss sarah! this weekend darling! you me and the waves... whooosh! Current Mood:  creativeCurrent Music: nice, naive and beautiful -Plumb (love it!) |
| Thursday, September 16th, 2004 |
| 10:41 pm |
a new song you will never hear...
i don't kno why im here tonight i don't wanna be awake i can't make it to the beach, can't surf on a lake im happe tonight and i can think weird thoughts to get me to sleep tonight im happe but im with out the ususal im crazy looking for another expiditional journey... and then i found one on the other side of someones yard next to the water where we sat on a curb and we got a little farther or closer apart but im such in a crazy mood a crazy mood and im writing a song im so happe and ive never had such a crazy day when i do crazy things im so happe Current Mood: crazily happyCurrent Music: "...let your waves crash down on me forever...!" |
| Saturday, September 11th, 2004 |
| 12:27 am |
chasing after dragonflys...
im so tired of not knowing what i want... i fel like im wondering thru life with no purpose except the obvious. i don't know what i want for my self except to enjoy the ride. im lost and so needing what i never have and never know i want until its too late to get it. life has become a rutine of teasing.. and im trying to convince myself its better.. i think i am horribly failing. Current Mood:  confusedCurrent Music: pieces of five diffrent songs i don't know the names of... |
| Sunday, August 29th, 2004 |
| 1:15 am |
it is very early...
i never update y is it that on days that i have a ton to do i spend the most time on this silly machine doing random things like writing in thsi journal which im sure like no one reads who wouldn't find out about this later.. okay maybe chelsea (and that makes it all worth while darling... <333 ) but even then its normally silly stuff... and if i could ever figure out the picture thing and get myself a digital camera then i would be in bussiness.. but not yet.. i got a lil icon pic thing this is a large step for lula.. every one say yay ("YAY!") okay i think i have offically lost all sense of reality and i will go decorate my stuff for school until i feel the need to actually sleep like a normal person... which might be a while.. ohh... im going to make sonthing! yay... Current Mood:  unfortunatly awakeCurrent Music: i love rock and roll, put another dime in the jukebox baby! |
| Saturday, August 28th, 2004 |
| 1:31 pm |
i almost forgot that...
...emotions are like the icing on a cake that taste so sweet for the moment and then make you fat later... |
| 1:20 pm |
the novelty has worn off...
With school starting and everything ive been so sidetracked.. i finally got back in touch with evrything i truly love.. im glad i have cuz i missed it. Everything i liked in the past week suddenly seems so silly. I'm laughing at myself but unsure how to fix the things ive messed up in the process... but oddly enough im content, i need nothing im for the most part bymyself and im happy viewing the world from a higher view... life is looking better i wanna surf.. the ocean is the perfect place for the way i feel right now. cool blue green and softly swaying... Current Mood: refreshedCurrent Music: waves, im listening to waves rolling onto the beach |
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